Friday, March 8, 2024

Why Do I Suck?

For years, I've been reading romantic (teen) fiction, and wondering: why can't I write like these amazing writers whose stuff I'm reading?  Some of these women really hit it out of the park every time, and I have to try so hard to remind myself that I've written good passages, too!  Of course, in terms of mechanics, I feel I'm streets ahead of these gals; grammar, syntax, spelling, vocabulary: I can do all that with both hands tied behind my back.   (Not really really.)

Well, I've had a sad epiphany: there's been hardly any teen drama when I was in school.  My school days were a lot like I described in Yraid: I despised most of my classmates, and had a few unrequited crushes on some others.  It wasn't fun.  It wasn't terrible, either; I just drifted along, imagining being in love with various people—you know how that goes!  (Actually, Helen was invented for that purpose!)  But, like I said, all the juicy stuff got taken out, because, well, it was too embarrassing!  If I had to do it all over again, I'd leave the junk in. 

Kay